Saturday, May 14, 2011

My latest crush!!!!!!

Childhood is something that is never going to return. Er.. don’t worry.. thats not the biggest observation or discovery of the century.. all know this fact.. i just didn’t get anything else to start my article, so used that sentence.. Anyway.. Everyone of us at least once in a while wish badly if we were still kids, not grownups, not caught amidst giants called competitions, run for life, comparisons, workload, weekend, etc.. Suit yourself with whatever u want...


Though i am doing nothing useful that would stress me out, i feel twice a day that i should have been a kid, especially when mom asks me to go n get something from a shop nearby, or shouts at me to get up early in the morning...


I was not able to reach the alarm to stop it. It was not stopping. I wanted it to stop. I threw whatever i could catch first from shelf nearby to the wall, fortunately it was my mobile charger, n nothing happened to it. but it went n got settled in the top most rack of the shelf on the wall. I had to remove it now. In my attempt to get it back from the shelf, wow, i ran into a box i had ignored all the while. my mood cheered up in no time. The box had all my childhood stuffs in it- my toys, all broken n in bad shape, my old guitar i had bought in some mela, which got broken the min it reached home, my old trophies, shields, medals, wow.. i relived those moments for a while. Just imagine u getting your things back, it was like almost getting childhood back. something caught my attention.


There they were my favourite books- tinkles, the ones i never missed to read, i had read every single edition released every month, my other amar chitra katha books, all story books dad brought me when i was kid. i forgot the world n sank back into them without bothering to brush my teeth. I started reading a story of a princess. I was enjoying the story. I loved seeing and reading those pages again. N when mom came to my room I ran out of site n became a good girl my mom loves. The story half left.


The day passed with those books, i read stories after stories until i had finished a lot of them. finally i decided to see a movie for a change. I ran through my collection of about 120 movies in my laptop. N finally settled on “magadheera” a telagu movie casting son of a famous south Indian actor chiranjeevi. I had my reasons to choose the movie. I had kept it pending to watch. It was released when i had been to north india tour couple of years ago, N a newly married hydrabadi couple I met in manali had told me to watch it. The girl cutely called her newly wedded husband magadheera. In their memory i decided to watch the movie.


The movie was awesome. It was a story of a warrior n his lover who die n meet back after 400 years in their new birth, by killing the same villain, who also takes rebirth to be killed again. Anyway, Awesome is just a word. In the movie, the hero single handedly handles the army of 100 men, n kills them all... wow...the way he shot the arrow, the way he swiped his sword n the way he fought the battle... the way he saved the girl... all made me say wow again.. n magadheera was added to my big list of crushes led by hritik roshan in kaho na pyar hai ages ago...


it was 12 mid night, n after tiring day’s work i decided to sleep. Everything went dark. May be it was dream. A horrifying dream. I was flying. A big bird was carrying me. i could see the boiling sea below me. I looked at myself. No.. i was not in my jeans n t shirt.. i was a princess... I was shouting for help... my hands were tied with chains. I saw another bird flying beside the one carrying me.... there was a big monster riding it... he gave a cold laugh..


oh i was being kidnapped i realised... i mean princessnapped... he was taking me to an island.. i shouted at the monster.. i’ll never marry u.. magadheera ll come and save me....


n there he was... he came in the chariot of those four white horses n stood in front of us, aila in air..!!! i shouted happily-“ magadheera.. i knew u would come. now kill this monster the way u did in the movie...” i was telling him to hit monster by waving his hand the same way, the same move i liked in the movie... i was demonstrating to him.. n he was seriously following the move.. my magadheera would hit the monster just that way, I knew. He would kill the monster and save me. n dhuddddd... something fell on me.. did we lose the battle?? I didn’t know.. i opened my eyes to see my pillow on my head... i had waved it n thrown it in air in order to demonstrate him better... n finally that had woke me up... n i sadly realised it was just a dream... only a dream.. i was no princess.. there was no magadheera.. n thank god no monster too...


er.. i sat back n gave myself a smile... i knew from few days, my brain had little chemical locha.. but this time it had crossed all the limits.. i had mixed the story of the princess i read in the book in the morning with the movie i had seen before sleeping...


i told my brother about this new crush n dream i had about him.. n his reply was... when will u grow up yaar!!!! no likes.... he is mad.. Ignore him.. anyway

er.. this was just a story... was just trying my hand at writing some funny things.. hope u had a happy refresh.. :) keep smiling :)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Boys!!!!- non understandable creatures!!!!!

Well.. i had a funny conversation today... it was just a conversation, a normal chat with an old fren whom i consider a brother, a fren, a true guide who gives honest opinions on anything i ask.. with due respect to my opinions...

The conversation was just a normal one... but when it ended.. it just left me confused... what the hell do u boys want!!!!


Just a funny conversation accompanied by my thoughts.. bhai sorry.. personally mat lena.. its just for fun.. :P give a read :)


It all started with he reading the story i have been writing these days.. he read the two chapters of it.. n whole heartedly appreciated the way i had described the scene... n was happy that i am trying my hand at writing...


After all positives about my writing, he just had one silly doubt... he had read how i felt leaving home.. how crying i was.. how bad i felt being alone far away from home... n asked just one simple question..


“why r girls always crying, want to be listened to, consoled all the time?????.. always cryin!!!! huh”


I wasn’t happy... it was like a solid insult not just to me.. but for entire girlkind!!!!

I was super angry.. i counted down from 10 to 1... finally when i was calm i explained...


i replied to him.. "its human to feel bad, to feel alone when u r faaar away from ur dear ones.. girls just feel it more because they r more attached, lil more emotional.. even u would have felt all those emotions at your first stay away from home.. n boys pretend strong.. even they want to be consoled, want to be listened to, etc... its just that they finish in short.. n girls take lil longer.. but trust me.. they too r strong if need comes.. and at times stronger than boys.." huh


i believe he was convinced.. but still he went on...

his reply was.. "may be.. i have been frens with many girls.. i always find them complaining about silly things... crying half the time.. Over trivial matters... i wonder sometimes if they really mean it when they cry or they just want to grab our attention!! :P"


it was mocking now...


well.. i realized... the discussion was going nowhere.. i counted down from 10 to 1 again.. n asked him a basic question... :P


"do u have someone who u listen to.. :P do u have someone whom u give ur shoulders to cry??? :P"


i was just asking him if he had a girlfren....

N the reply was this... P


“no :(”


i was shocked!!! Ha ha.. that sad smiley was surprising n funny!!! Why was he sad????

That meant... He too wanted a girl who would cry.. whom he would console.. ha ha.. then why on the earth was he mocking, girls cry????


Boys!!!! Ha ha.. they tease girls so much... make fun of every lil thing they do.. may it be complaining, crying, wanting to be listened to.. watever.. they tease saying girls r weak.. n pretend they r strong.. but deep down they like it all.. n they too want a girl who would just do all the things they tease about...

Huh... boys!!!! really.. non understanble creatures,... :P i know there is no word called non understandable.. but fine.. thats wat u guys r!!!!

N they say they can’t understand girls... huh.. funny....!!!!! :P



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